Aha Shake Heartbreak

I'm not dead.
For now.

I am bowled over by dysonrules  and her spazzing about Dragon Con.
Dammit I wish I went.
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On the other hand..
TOM FELTON OMGWTF.

        

From Yiting, 08.

( me + you )

Oh, what happened, angel?
I know the answer myself.

Saw Merv's facebook pictures.
Omigosh, Bren and him look so cute together.
Like, the 'strong, sensitive' guy and his 'petite, adorable' girlfriend.
Yay Bren for her good taste.
But his hair colour is funny. Gold or brown or black?!
Gee.

             

I..
I.
Looks away.
Hey.

What dodgy grammar?!
Who are you?
Heh.

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
'Cause right now it says that
We
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
'Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

(It's ridiculous)
It's been months, for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walking 'round with my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be

(Chorus)
That's the reason
I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

O-o-h (Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Stupid love song)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Then lettin' go
Turning off the radio

'Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
She were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

If you still read this-
I'm reaching out every way I can.
'Can' being limited to the few ways I am able to.

                                 

cries.

So what if I came clean,
And told you all you mean to me
So what if I meant every word I said,
Baby don't let it go to your head

So what if I write your name,
Cause you're always on my brain
In a heart I paint it crimson red,
Baby don't let it go to your head

Don't be getting any big ideas,
Let me make it clear

Just cause I can't go on,
Just cause I die when you're gone,
And just cause I think of you in bed,
Don't let it go to your head,
If I looked in your eyes,
One too, too many times,
And memorize every word you said,
Don't let it go to your head,
Oh oh, don't let it go to your head, oh oh

So what if I want to kiss,
From your toes up to your lips,
It don't mean that you have me yet,
You're gonna be good out of bed,
I'm the one who's in control here,
Let me make it clear

Now you think you got me
Well I'm gonna get you
Now you think you can touch me
Well I'm gonna let you

Just cause I can't go on
Just cause I die when you're gone
Just cause I think of you in bed,
Don't let it go to your head,
If I looked in your eyes,
One too, too many times,
Memorize every word you said,
Don't let it go to your head.

                          

DFA.
I look like a girl.
Haha.
Stupid Crystle makes me look short.
Den and Paige look like lesbos. Haha.
Sorry this picture took so long to find its way up here.

                                               

I quit
My old ways
I quit ignorin’ all the things you said
Quit gettin’ high
Stayin’ out all night
I quit to keep you from lettin’ me go
You say it’s over, but I’m sayin’ no!

I quit! I quit! I quit!
But I ain’t givin’ you up
You got that somethin’ that I can’t get enough of
I’d give you anything
But I ain’t givin’ you up
Either way, you’re the fix
That’s why I quit! I quit! I quit!

Give me
Another shot
Forgive me baby for the things I forgot
I’ll never be
In your magazines
They've got two reasons for leavin’ me flat
But I've got a big one for takin’ me back

I quit! I quit! I quit!
But I ain’t givin’ you up
You got that somethin’ that I can’t get enough of
I’ll give you anything
But I ain’t givin’ you up
Took a hit, you’re the fix
That’s why I quit! I quit! I quit!

If you knew I could change
Would it change anything?
You saw right through
You knew and now you’re gone
Now you’re gone.


                      

And I watched you from behind
You were always alternating between a run and a walk
But calling it a jog would be so plebian of me
So I strolled a little faster to catch up.
But you were always ahead
And I settled for gazing at the darkness you hid
Somewhere inside
When we went out for the second time, remember
The portable radio, lounging in the crisp field?
I sang along to a song,
Windmill, windmill for the land,
Turn forever hand in hand,
Take it all in on your stride,
It is ticking, falling down-
And sneaked an embarrassed glance at you.
To my utmost surprise, you grasped my hand
And whispered the following lyrics
Love forever, love is free,
Let's turn forever, you and me.
And I fell.

- Maya about Kelsey.
Yes, inside hint. :B

                   

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town (girls in town)
Follow you (follow you)
All around (all around)
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Just like me (just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.

Cher and I have too much fun planning the teacher's day video.

"GIRRRRRRS!"
"WADER!"

And there's your sneak peek.
:D


                               

HAI.
I'm not dead.
But so much has been happening, I haven't finished the HD story, got stuck on the Kelsey story (Shab knows what it means to me) and late-night jaunts around libraries and dogs that like me a bit too much.
And then Frin and Aqidah and Di and Isyah and LiLi.
Oh, speaking of LiLi, we are two awesome bimbos.

"Okay, we are not scared..."
-light flickers on and off in the shop-
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

We screamed and ran out of the shop.
Quiet.


                             

You know I still love you baby.
And it will never change.
(Saranghae)

I want nobody, nobody but you,
I want nobody, nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody.

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby, why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me?

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody, nobody but you,
I want nobody, nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody-

Why can't we just, just be like this
cause it's you that i need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
you know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

Honey you know it's you that I want,
It's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody, nobody but you,
I want nobody, nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody but you.

                            

Quote of the day: "Animals, Yiyun! Animals!"- Noran.
I think not talking shouldn't feel as good as it does.
Ha. Ha. Ha.

All the girls at school
Were never quite as cool as you
They were all tease and talk
You were always please and let's do
With them I feel like I'm wasting my time
When you make me feel like I'm losing my mind-

                      

( The What the Buck Song. )

Sample lyrics?
Oprah's fat and Tyra's getting fatter,
Miley Cyrus doesn't matter
Linday Lohan is a brat,
A little fat as well and hey,
Did you see that Smosh is gay?
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I love it.

                

So I got my old phone back.
A lot of old texts I have to delete.
Yup.
Sigh.
Cheer up already.

                     

Fuck off and die.